The other day, I had a scorpion in the house. I was petrified. I thought I was going to die. Yes. But obviously, I didn’t. I overcame my fear.
Here is the story:
I was sitting in front of the stove, looking at the Computer, doing some work. Then all of a sudden something black wandered across my yoga mat, positioned between me and the stove, slightly to the right. Thinking it was just a spider, I changed my perception and really looked at it. Surprised I realized it was a scorpion. I took a boot and killed it. Only a little later I remembered how dangerous they are and began to research and of course started to go crazy. That is where the mind carousel comes in and creates all sorts of imaginary thoughts. Horrible thoughts.
That night my spiritual level was tested to the highest. There I was in bed a little later, knowing that scorpions can climb up the bed. I really thought I was going to die, imagining myself a scorpion could crawl into my bed at night and sting me.
What was the solution? I told myself “Tanja, I want to sleep now. So if you die, you die. You had a great life so far. Let god take care of this and decide what is best for you. You are protected and guided for sure.”
It worked. I calmed down, slept and woke up refreshed the next morning. And alive.
What had happened? I jumped a quantum leap. I climbed up a new level through this experience. The same happens again and again in our life. Whenever you come to a point of knowing that you have to move on, that is when the fear and doubt kicks in. This is exactly where you have to jump to move up.
Those of you who have read my book “Love Your Money, Love Yourself” already know how I did it several times in the past.
I jumped when I started out to learn about money.
I jumped when I invested my first 100 EUR.
I jumped when I went to my first investment fair.
I jumped when I put up my first financial product for sale on my website.
I jumped when I published the book telling the world so many details about myself.
I was petrified to publish under my own name. Now everybody can see who I am and what I do. Who am I to talk about money? Im not a banker, or financial advisor! How dare you? Yes, I dare. And do you know what?
Everything you want is on the other side of that wall of fear.
I jumped again last spring when I returned to Greece with empty pockets. God took care of me and gave me a place to stay and work from. I published the book and at the same time, my money grew thanks to my investments.
And then I topped this experience. Again. With my last cash in hand I flew to Sweden for summer. Not knowing how I was going to live, because Sweden is quite expensive, but it worked. God took care of me again, gave me work and stay and even a holiday. And God gave me my first paying clients for a coaching session about Bitcoin.
Everything you want is on the other side of that wall of fear. I jump and trust. There is the secret. Once you trust, you will relax and the universe is capable of bringing in all you want. All you are meant to have. To move forward, you have to face the fears and overcome them. Once you jump all you want is on the other side of this fear.
PS: I have not seen another scorpion in the house since and I blame myself for bringing it in with a piece of wood. The universe always creates such situations for us to evolve.